Have you ever had a sudden burst of questions you've wanted to ask? Struggling to put them into words so maybe someone could understand you. Trying to have the people around you understand what you feel and have them respond the right way. Questions that sometimes you know will never be anwsered by a person you are so intensly trying to find but always get thrown the other direction.
This is to you Julie. I know you're out there, not looking as hard as I am for you, but with patience I know we can meet up once again.

My questions for you are as follows,

Why did you give me up when you had a boy before me that you kept and another child after me that you kept?
What made you think that you could just leave and never talk to me again?
Who made you believe that after several years you could just leave and only tell two people?
When did you descide to give me up?
Where did you last see me and what did you think? Would you change your mind if you could?
Have you ever thought that I've been waiting and looking and trying to have you come but your too far?

I know you sing and I know you're hands shake and I hope if I meet you again, you'll hug me and tell me you miss me. That's all I need.

You've paired me right, my mom here is great. She deserves immediate sainthood. She's cared for two of us, daddy and me. I love her and I could never let her go. She loves me and gives me everything I need, not everything I want. She's taught me so much and has sent me to a wonderful school and has let me have some of the world's great friends and the best family ever.

If you're reading this, half way around the world or halfway down the block, please, awnser me.